Messed up

Sometimes my big mouth (or big fingers) say or type something that I mean well. But then I sometimes forget how I say things or to whom. And then sometimes people think I'm trying to put them down or make them feel bad. When I don't, I just expressed what I thought was necessary for them to know. Or I tried to help them but did that in the wrong tone of voice.
But now I feel bad, and I guess I deserve to. I guess even though I'm 25 I sometimes still have trouble thinking before I act or speak...talk about humbling...

Complain, or not?

Well, isn't this weird. I just went online to write a blog to complain. I've been so tired, it's hard to concentrate and it seems like all I can do is sleep and watch dvd's. I had one of those nights where you just sit and feel sorry for yourself. I watched one of those true-story-tv-movies and felt even sorrier for myself.
But...
When I opened up Outlook Express I found an e-mail from a friend in the United States, saying that his wife's spinal surgery went well. Her tumor was removed. I didn't even know she had a tumor....
Why am I complaining about being tired? Mono is one of those things that pass, provided you take good care of myself. This is one of those moments that are humbling and put both feet back on the ground....